pets

pets

Dear Walt, Today I decided to clean off your desk. Now I can’t remember if I was looking for something in particular, a receipt perhaps, or if the mess was just getting to me; I hadn’t touched it since December 21st happened and it made getting to your...
decisions

decisions

Dear Walt, Today marks eight weeks since December 21st happened. They say not to make any major decisions for at least a year after a loss such as what I’ve suffered. I suppose they mean not selling the house or walking away from the house or burning the house...
hearts

hearts

Dear Walt, Today is Valentine’s Day which to you and I meant nothing. I don’t think we ever even wished each other a happy one. I’m quite sure you never brought me flowers. You may have given me candy. It was probably two years ago that you went to...
forward

forward

Dear Walt, I was just doing a search in my Gmail and the last days of our Hangout chats came up. I scrolled through then got to the ? I sent you the morning of December 21st and stopped. I was throwing up in bed and needed help and you hadn’t answered when I...
action

action

Dear Walt, Last night I ate ice cream in the hot tub. You and I did this together many times. Most often it was ice cream you’d made. Last night I was lucky there was a partial pint of store brand rocky road. A friend gifted us a new ice cream maker for...